Locked Ilusions photography

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"I am constantly torn between wanting to improve myself and wanting to destroy myself."

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One I passed a couple of years ago by builder24car on Flickr.

If I didn’t have depression I’d have fucking straight A’s in every class every semester; the classes are easy and I’m not stupid but I can’t concentrate through the sadness.

If I didn’t have depression I’d have read 3 times the amount of books I’ve read; I would still love reading like I had before depression took away my ability to enjoy anything and everything.

If I didn’t have depression I would be able to sit down and watch tv or sit in class and not feel unbearably sad for no other reason than my mind isn’t being kept well enough distracted from the horrible thoughts and feelings that I work so hard to keep pushed down.

If I didn’t have depression I wouldn’t have these scars on my body or these tears in my eyes or these pills at my bedside.

If I didn’t have depression maybe I’d know what it’s like to be happy.

"If I Didn’t Have Depression"
          - Melissa (ramsexalicious)

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I know this map better than I do a map of my own town.

In 1983 a man was tested to see if he could sense god if all his senses were taken away. Every sense nerve in his brain was disconnected. He could not feel, hear, see or smell. He began reporting he could hear the voices of the dead and gave precise details that he could have not known. He then said he could see them and began clawing at his eyes, it turned to screaming and biting chunks of his flesh off. His last words were “I have spoken with God, and he has abandoned us” and died
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